And a moment of RELIEF....

It seems like the fourth dose hasn't hit him as hard -- he took a two hour nap and then was hungry and walking around. Whew... I am more than relieved. I can only describe this experience as an emotional roller coaster; one that changes by the minute. I know his lymphoma is not curable, and we struggled about whether to do chemo... but right now, as he is sleeping at the foot of my chair..... as he follows me from room to room... as he steals Waldo's rawhide chews and tries to run away with them... I know that the Old Man is back for now; and I am glad to have him even for a short time.